Yes my dear friends! It's already summer! <3 I should enjoy this summer. I'm in love. I'm happy. I'm everything! I actually want to have a summer job, but too lazy. (: So the biggest news is that any day from now, my Mum could give birth to my baby sister! I'm so excited. :)) Anyways, what are you guys doing this summer? Gosh. It's already school days in the Phils! That sucks. Oh well. Tell me fun things to do this summer guys! I really want to go out of town with Patrick, the problem is that we don't have time. ): he's got an entrance exam for the University at the end of August. He's also got to look out for their shop in July because his cousin is going back in the Phils for a vacay. I need more money so I can go down there more often. Oh well, I can't think of anything else to say. I'm blocked. Uff. I'll update some other time. (; .k3iZii.
OMG guys! :)) what's up? Sorry if it took me ages since I last posted here. GOSH! Soooo many things have happened already. First of all, I'm happy. I like someone so bad. And I say B A D! :)) I still can't say his name coz things are a bit complicated now and let's say, we're taking things slow. (: don't worry. I'll tell it SOON. When we're O F F i C i A L. :)) haha. Arte eh. xD Basta ayun na yon! ;p I can't take my mind off of the day he confessed his L.O.V.E. for me. xD he was so sweet that day. HAH! So cuuuuutte :x I can't explain it really. I just really like him. (: Damn. We have a lil "date" tomorrow. ;D haha. He said it's a date. For me it's a gala. :)) hahaha. Vabbe. Kahit ano! All I know is that I'm excited to be with him again and a bit nervous coz I don't know how to act anymore. .. YEA NORMAL! I know. Pero syempre, matagal na din since naging serious ako sa isang guy so medjo nakakapanibago. Oh well. Sana maging maayos ang aming "gala-date" tomorrow. :3
"I'm dreaming of a white Christmas." I believe, each of us is dreaming that dream, aight? I don't know why, but snow just makes everybody happy. Seeing white small "balls" falling from the sky is so adorable. It's just a pity that not everybody can experience the snow.
Four days left and Christmas is coming. Aren't we excited? LOL. Well, I can't really say that we're all happy this coming Christmas, especially with the global crisis and what's happening in the Philippines right now. I hope that the Mayon volcano won't errupt anymore. I actually would like to help the people there, it's just that I'm not rich enough to give money so let's help through prayers. After all, it's Christmas. Let's just not recieve but give to the needy. That's all I can say, I'm running out of words. Have a happy Christmas and a wonderful new year. (;
Whew! It's December! Which means, Christmas is coooominnggg! Aren't you excited? Well I can't wait to get my gifts. BAH! Actually one special gift is enough for me. (: you wanna know what it is? Ehhh.. you'll have to THINK. Haha! Kidding. Just ask me if you want to know. xD Anyway, yesterday, 19 December 'o9, it snowed so hard here. And I say, I LOVED it! Why? Because there was NO SCHOOL! Damn. That means heaven eh. HAHA! But the road was so slippery, s'okay tho. (: I played snowball fight. Woo. It was so fun. I just got my hands and feet frozed. Yeaahh. I thought I was gonna die. HAHAH. WTF? Of course that's a joke. I'm so happy, but, still sad. EHH. I'm missing my TOL. ): I don't know. Waa? xD I hope you read this Tol. --> I love you. (:
OMG. I feel like DEAD. Idk. Most of the time I wanna die, but then I don't want to.
OMG. I'm so selfish. I don't want to be one, but I just am.
OMG. I feel so stupid. I don't know why, but I just am.
OMG. I'm updating my blog.
OMG. I met a new friend. And I already love him. I mean, as a friend. DUH.
OMG. You're thinking of other things eh. I know.
OMG. I'm so tired. I don't want to rest tho.
Heyy guys! What's up in hurr? Gosh. Hindi na naman ako nakapag update, so, I'm updating now. w00t. I heard a typhoon hit the Phils and caused an ultra flood around Metro Manila. How's everything now? I hope everything's fine now. How about Pepeng?? Did it came? Anyway, I already started school on 14 September. It was a rainy day, so sad. It was so cold, infact I didn't want to go yet. Damn. We're now 25 in class! Last year we we're only 19 I think. I'm not yet close to some of my new classmates because they don't talk to me, and of course, I won't talk to them too coz they might think that I'm "feeling close". HAHA ;p But so far, the school's going good. Within two weeks, we'll start the training. Cool eh.
Anyway, the BiGGG new thing with me is that I already LOST my bestfriend. No, he didn't die. We just don't hear from each other anymore because there was an issue about us, then his mother almost quarrelled my mum. o.O I actually didn't understand what really happened. I don't know who's the liar, but definitely, NOT my mum. All I can remember is what he told me. He said that his mother met a lady in the bus and told about this thing, then his mother went all histerical about it and got mad with him, so he texted me and told about it. I didn't believe at first because the lady that he was talking about is my parents' friend, so I when I got home from the gym, I quickly told my parents about it. Not because I'm a chatterbox, it was because they should know it before they hear it from other people, right?! So, yeah, I told them about it. They didn't believe me coz they know this lady, so my dad called her and asked her about it. She said that it wasn't true. Then the next day, my "bestfriend's" mother talked to the lady and quarrelled her and stuff. Then that's when it started that his mother talked to my mum and was blaming her. WTF?? I don't know. All I know is that I hate LiARS. ): Now I don't hear from him anymore. He doesn't even text me or something, so I don't consider him my "bestfriend" anymore. Nawala na din confidence ko sa kanya. And he even traited me for making this diss song we promised we won't do. Kahit wala na kami sa grupo, hindi pa din nia dapat ginawa yon kasi gamit nia name ng old group and damay ako sa kung ano man manyare. ):
Yeah. I'm finally home. Me and my sister slept at Kika's place last Thursday. Damn, I enjoyed a lot. In the afternoon, I went to the gym. My instructor added 6 more exercises. I was so tired, but s'okay. He told me that I should avoid eating pasta or bread. Woot. Good thing I don't like pasta that much. Then in the evening, we were at Kika's house. At around 8.3opm, we went out and rode the bike. DAMN! I enjoyed it soooo much! But I'm not that good anymore at riding the bike, I like flied two times. I bumped the thing on the rode, Idk what it's called. And yeah, I almost flied. GOSH. I thought I was going to fall. My butt hurts so much. Uff uff. But yeah, s'okayy. At least I enjoyed the ride! You might think I'm weird or a loser, but I don't have a bike. Dad doesn't wanna buy me one coz he's afraid that I might get to an accident coz our house is near the highway, so it's really scary. Buuhh, I hope my dad will soon understand that I'm a good rider. HAHA. Or I think I am. Well, not that good, but I'll improve soon. I wanna have a bike again. I had lots of bike back in Pinas. I was a very good biker, and now, I'm a n00b again. *sigh* Anyway, we came back at around 1opm I guess. Then we had midnight snacks and stuff. Of course, I was the one who always stay until late midnight. I took Kika some photos while sleeping. LOL. But, unfortunately, I might just delete em coz she said it's a bad luck to take photos while sleeping. I don't wanna give her a bad luck. Then on Friday, we all woke up at about 11am. It was so cold. Autumn is near, so is the school. My school starts on Monday, 14 September. Good thing my class will start at 10am coz I'm already in the second year. Anyway, my parents came at Kika's house to pick us up. But we still stayed there coz our parents did "inuman". We came home at about 1.3oam. And damn, I left my toothbrush at their house! I'm so sad. LOL. It's kinda funny, but yeah, I really left it. I thought my sister already took it so I didn't bother to take a look again in the bathroom. Then when we came home, me and my sister had a fight because of the toothbrush. I already told her to take my toothbrush, too, but she didn't bother to take it and only took her toothbrush. What a brat! I know it was my responsibility to take my toothbrush, but you know, before going to Kika's house, my sister came there first coz they had school in the morning. Kim and Kika are schoolmates. So, yeah, I saw Kim's toothbrush in our bathroom, I just took it coz I knew that she'll be needing it. But then, when it was her time, she didn't even bother to take mine!! I think that was just so SELFiSH! Damn!! Okayy, I think I better stop now. I'm just getting angry again. I'm missing my toothbrush. And I know what you're thinking. LOL ;p kayy, thanks for reading.
Heyy guys, what's up? I just got home from the gym. Yeah, I do cardio fitness. LOL ;p I enjoyed coz I saw a cute someone. HAHAHAAH! Gosh. I think I looked stupid when I was at the bike thing, I was smiling alone because "I gotta feeling" was playing. LOL ;p Pinipigilan ko nga di mag smile eh, but I can't help it. HAHA. Then naisip ko si tol, I was sure that she'd laugh if she'd saw me. HAHA ;p Then, I also went to Kika's place. Yeah, kwentuhan lang. I might sleep at her house on Wednesday or Thursday. And yeah, on Thursday I'm going to the gym again. My gym instructor is old. HAHAHA. Well, it's okay. Basta mag gym. HAHAHAHAHA ;p and, okay din naman. Nakakatuwa ka kwentuhan. Ang konti lang ng nasa gym ng time ko, 5 lang ata kami. xD We had a cool topic. Heaven and hell. HAHA! Yeah, we talked about it. LOL. And ayun lang. LOL. I'm most excited for Saturday (; I'm going to see my dearest tol again. Chyeah! .k3iZii.
Saying goodbye has never been easy for me. I never want to say goodbye to anyone. It just breaks my heart, it feels like dying. But why do we have to say goodbye to a friend, to a someone really special, to a loved one? I don't know. My parents say that it's really part of life, part of growing up. But I ask, is it really necessary? Why do we have to go through these heartaches? It really sucks especially when the people really special to you make promises such as being with you forever and eventually break it and say goodbye. In my life, I can say that I've said goodbye a lot of times already. And I felt really bad because I know I wasn't certain if I can still be with them in time. I might lose them temporarily but it could also be forever, which is really hard for me. Well, I hope there won't be anymore goodbyes that'll happen in my life. But yeah, I know it's impossible.
When I was still a kid, I remember my grandparents forcing me to sleep in the afternoon, or to eat vegetables. Well, yeah, the vegetable thing, my parents still force me to eat em. I'm not that kind of vegeterian kid. HAHA! Anyway, yeah, I remember those things. I was still a slave, I thought. I mean, why do they have to force us?? It's so NOT cool. It was like torturing us. I can still remember them saying that if I don't sleep the "sipays" will get me, cut my head then throw it off the bridge. Okay, you might ask what a "sipay" is, I actually don't know too. All I know is that they're scary. Then about the vegetable thing.. yeah, they still force me until now. I don't like all the vegetables, but hey, I try to eat them already! But when I was younger, I really didn't eat any of them. They even told me that I couldn't go out and play. I thought it was okay, I wasn't actually a fan of playing outside with my friends. HAH! But the hardest part was, they didn't even let me stand! I should really finish em, and I had the feeling of vomiting. I really provoked it, as I remember, so they would let me go. Then I would really cry so hard, as hard as I could. Yeah, I know, I was so stupid. LOL. Then, yeah, I can remember them laughing. HAHA. Well, maybe when I was one of them, I could have probably laughed as hard as how I cried, too. xD I also remember when they forced me to sleep early. Damn. I never wanted to sleep early! Thank God I'm old enought to not sleep early. I was like doing tulug-tulugan so they would think that I was already sleeping. HAHA! I mean, WHAT THE FVCK??! Why force us to sleep in the afternoon, then sleep early at night? DAMN! That's just so stupid aight? How could you sleep early at night if you already slept for almost 2 hours or 3 in the afternoon? BAH! I don't know. Well, thank God I passed that "obstacle" already. Haha! Now I have to face this stage of my life, I hope this is much easier. But, hey, it's life. It will never be easy.
Do you know that recording label? I say it's cool. Check out the website: www.asyanstudio.com Kuya Kape is the founder of that recording label, and yeah, he's so kind. I talked to him this morning, he was so nice to me. He said that we might have a place for his recording label and we might be in. Cool eh. I would be really glad if I'd be in coz he's so good. And that's it. (;
Good morning everyone! I woke up early today. I woke up at 8am tho I slept at almost 2am. HAH! I'm improving. xD Anyway, yesterday we just bought a new high-tech something. HAHA. Sorry can't tell. I will tell soon, I already wrote it on my Twitter tho. So, yeah, we bought it and I'm so happy. It's so cool. And yesterday I had a very big revelation to my friend. Chyeah. I'm so happy coz this friend's not only a friend, but could be considered a bestfriend. Cool. HAHA. I know you all wanna know about this big revelation, but sorry, can't tell again. HAHA xD wee. This update's full of secrets eh. So yeah, besides updates, I thought of askin you: How long can you keep a secret? (if you wanna answer, please write it on my cbox at the lower right corner of my blog. Thanks!) I just thought of that thing coz you know, most people say "Hey, I can keep your secret so don't worry. I promise.", then before even tomorrow starts, your secret has already been the big gossip of the day. LOL. It's so funny. I don't know why there are so many "chatterboxes" around. I mean it's like, "Hey b*tch! Why promise something then break it? HELLO??". What's the point of making promises, aight? Coz I say, it's not just about the secret, but it's about trust, aight?
I just want to tell what I felt on my first day as a college student. So, yeah, when I came on the first day, it was so weird. I was excited and scared. I was excited because I'm already a college student. Yeah baby! HAHA ;p And I was all excited about cooking, meeting new friends, and other stuffs like thos. I was scared because, DUH, I was alone. I didn't know anyone. Then I saw wild kids, yeah, they were wild. Everybody smoked. Then there were some who were making fun of not-so-cool kids. HAH! And I was just there standing on an angle. xD I was such a loser on that day. Well, I really don't wanna remember about it, but I guess it's okay. HAHA ;p Well, most people were looking at me coz I had spikes. When we came in to meet the president, I was so nervous coz he might call me anytime. He was asking students why we chose that school. HAHA! I didn't wanna be asked coz I didn't know what reason to say. So I was just looking down, but I had my spikes so I was getting more nervous coz the spikes could attract him and ask me why I had that hair. HAHA! Good thing he didn't call me. After the acquaintance with the school president, he sent us to our proper sections. I was excited to know who my classmates would be. We were only 16 I think. I don't remember anymore. Then, yeah, we met our prof. I thought she was scary, but nope, she wasn't. She wasn't a sweet one tho. She's just normal. She's not the type of prof that would make friends with students, yet, she's not a pain. Then we had a tour around the school. I loved the kitchens. We have 5. They're so cool and big! I thought, my school is cool because it's so high-tech. HAHA! And it's not an old building. It's a new one and we have airconditioners in summer. How cool is that. HAHA xD Coz you know, other schools here don't have em. Anyway, I didn't make any friends on the first day. I'm so snob, what do you expect? But there were these 2 girls who were talking to me. They were nice. But I just kept on smiling. I was so mean, I think. Then on the 2nd day, the other one came, she talked to me, I kind of ignored her. DAMN! I was so stupid. How will I have friends if I keep on ignoring people?? I hate it! Being a snob is not good at all. But hey, they're my bestfriends in school now eh. We're always together. Actually, there's another one too. She transferred in October. So yeah, we're 4 in the group. Wee ;p We're not the popular friends tho, but the popular kids always go with us. So, yeah, we're like a lot now. But the 3 girls will always be my bestfriends in school. (: Anyway, back on the first day, we didn't do anything. We were just like talking about ourselves, why we chose that course and about our schedules. Then that was it. xD Boring eh. Well, that'll always be my first day in college. HAHA!
OMG. I can't believe I'm updating again my blog. HAH! Anyway, I'm just bored again soo, I thought of updating this up. (; So... I am so liking my hair!!...NOT! I need a new hairstyle! But my parents won't let me cut my hair again. If only I've my own money, I would go alone to the parlor and cut my hair. xD Yeah, I can save money when school starts. They only give me allowance when I'm in school. I know, it sucks! Well, that's life. HAHA ;p Anyway, if I can't save money, I might cut my hair myself! I'm so desperate. HAHAHA! When I think of it, I thought, it's so funny. But hey, it's not funny at all. Well, may paraan kung gusto. (; So, tomorrow, we might buy a new laptop. It's not a big deal tho, I guess? Then I might start going to gym this week or next week. I don't know. But prolly before school starts. I think it's cool eh?! Oh! And before I forget.. we already changed the name of our group. It's already called "Symphonic Flowz". I know, it's too long, but it's better than our first name aight? So please, check out our site: www.soundclick.com/symphoniflowz Thanks! xD So, back to what I was saying.. yeah, the gym, I wonder what I'll do. Coz I need to choose if I'll do karate or something. Well, I chose karate back in May. HAH! So that was 3 months ago. But now, I kinda changed my mind, coz you know, I saw that there are so many karate kids who are still fat. HAHAHA! I'm going to the gym and make myself so tired to lose weight! xD Well, I wanna learn self-defense too tho. BAH! I don't know. I'll just go check it out tomorrow maybe. Hmm, anyways, I'm thinking of a new hobby. Idk what tho. Oh, I still need to finish a book before school starts! DAMN! I don't wanna read it tho. I don't like the story that much. I think it's so stupid. That Marcovaldo story. I think Marcovaldo is so stupid. I could imagine his looks, I say he's a fat man, with a very weird face. Nah. I can't describe him, I'm not good at describing people, but yeah, I could see him in my mind. Parang nakakakilabot. HAHA! ;p Well, that's all for now. I can't think of anything else to say anymore. Soo, thanks for reading. Teehee. Peace!
Heyy guys. What's up? HAH! Damn. School will start on 14th Sept. here. I don't wanna go back to school yet! I don't like studying, doing homeworks, reading books. UFF! If only we could all stay home and use the computer all day. Chyeah! That's life man! HAHA xD Anyway, it'll be midnight soon. I should be sleeping already because I'm going out early tomorrow, but, I don't wanna sleep yet. I'm not used to sleep early. Most of the time, I sleep at 2am or 3am. Sometimes even 4-5am. HAHA ;p Then ima wake up at 12pm or 11am. Maybe that's the reason why I don't grow taller anymore. Damn. I should sleep early tomorrow. We'll see what will happen. HAHA! Oh, I'm going to the gym tomorrow. HAH! I will start to lose weight already. Yeah. I think I need to go to the gym, especially with my course, we always eat you know. And I'm like getting fatter and fatter everyday. HAHA! Kiddin. I'm not obese eh. I'm just chubby, but my tummy's quite big. I'm hating it already. At first, I didn't mind, but as I'm getting older it's getting annoying. HAH! Yeah. So that's it, ima start workin out. And ima start sleeping early.. I guess? Well, I need to practice waking up early already for school. I wake up at 6am, but you know my school is just 5 mins away by car here at home. HAHA! But yeah, it takes me forever to get ready so I really have to wake up at 6am. My class starts at 8.20am ;D woot! But this year, I won't be going by car anymore. I think I'm going to take the bus. So that'll be 15minutes I guess? DAMN. I wish I could drive a car already. I hate riding the bus coz it seems like everybody's starin at me. It's so annoying! I hate it! I don't like it when people stare at me, who does anyway? HAH! Wow. I'm talking now eh. HAHAH. I'm not that speechless anymore. Wee ;p Well, gtg for now. I really need to sleep already. Good night (; teehee. Peace!
I'm boreeeeeeedd! As usual. LOL. I'm listening to a song called "So in to you", it's so cool. I love it! Feeling ko tuloy in love ako kahit hindi xD Anyway, please visit our SC! www.soundclick.com/makagago Thanks (: Meron kami ngayon diss with SK. Check out our songs and tell who raps better. Yezzer! (; Sooo, I'm going to my bestfriend's house tomorrow. We're going to record songs. LOL. And, yeah, we'll meet up with this guy called Ishar. He said he's cute. HAHA! Sana totoo xD Toinks. Matagal na din ako di nakakakilala ng cute guy eh. LOL ;p Hmm, what else to say? :-? Oh! I updated my twitter already. HAHA! Follow me ;p www.twitter.com/k3iZii On Saturday, we're goin in Mestre. Practice ng cotillion. Not me tho, my sister. I will just go with her to meet up with friends there. I don't ever wanna dance in a cotillion! Gosh. Ima wear a gown and high heels. HAHA! Di ko kaya yon. xD But you'll never know. HAH! Then on Sunday I'll be in Merlengo, I guess. Meron kasi one day league eh. I might see enemies there. Damn. I'm ready tho. HAHA! Ima bring my bestfriend with me. Yeah, he's my protector. Kaya love na love ko yon (; Naks! HAHA ;p Oh, let me tell you about my bestfriend! HAHA xD So, my bestfriend is MJ Warnakulahewa. He's half Flip and half Indian. He's cool ah. Pero mostly mga pinoy here, masama tingin sa kanya. Yeah, kasi he's half nga. And he's dark. Some call him negro. Nakakainis nga eh. LOL ;p But it's better to leave all those stupid people alone. HAH! He'll be helping me to study for this year. Haha! I know eh. Mas masipag pa sya mag aral sakin. He's so smart. Damn. So, mag aral talaga ako mabuti this year para mapantayan ko sya. HAHAHA! Ayon lang. Wala na ko maisip sabihin. HAHAHA xD Teehee (; Peace.
WTF! We watched a horror film and I got so scared I can't sleep. ): I'm so duwag. HAHA ;p I even cancelled my appointment tomorrow. LOL. Parang tanga lang. It's already 12.49am, still early coz I usually sleep at 2am, but since I decided to go out I must sleep already. BUT because of that horror film, I can't sleep. I even have my lights open. LOL. Have you all seen the film "Mirrors"? That's what we watched. Damn. The crazy girl was really scary. I can't even look at the mirror anymore. I'm so scared! I might kill myself. HAHAHA. Kiddin. But, yeah, it was really scary. I might not sleep tonight. Damn it. I think my eyes want to sleep already, but my mind is still awake. Sigh. Aight, I'll play Jamlegend and try to make myself fall asleep. Good night everybody.